My Internal Combustion Vodoun: i said....peanuts,

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

i said....peanuts,

not pee on my nuts...

so finally got my voice back today, half way thru the day, sudden;y, 'he speaksss...' ofcourse knowing me, only took 30 minutes before it became 'he has spoken'. iwas so upset when i saw the line. i know one of my biggest flaws is that i am a perfectionist. worst still if its not perfect i just tend to make it worst, just kinda like destroying that which is not perfect.

unfortunately i can't say that about this line, it's my rice bowl (what were the odds of me saying that?). i've learnt the art of biting only what i can chew, baby steps..lets see where this ends. probably right back bitting my ass but what the hell eh...

has anyone not watched 'Take the Lead' yet? wanna watch?

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