Sunday, June 16, 2013

Judgement Day

I have often taken pride in myself for being a certain way. Two of them are one; being brutally honest and second; being non-judgemental. 

The problem with being non-judgemental is that as time goes by, you start behaving in a certain way. That is constantly switched off and you start to say and do stupid things. I cannot stress how constantly constant those stupid moments come up with me.

For one, I presumed that since I'm not passing judgement all 'my loyal subjects' that they won't pass judgement on me AND boy, was I wrong or was I wrong!

Tuesday, June 11, 2013

Mid Season Review

It has been working like clockwork since get go!

This year, I discovered I'm wired differently. I'm flawed in more ways than one but... Flawed in a good way!  You cannot imagine how deliriously excited I am to be at peace with this. For the first time in my life I've decided (and stuck to it like glue) not to drag anyone else into this flawed cyclone!

I've discovered a voice that I've lost over the years! Turns out I didn't lose it, some dipshit just turned the knob all the way down and didn't tell me!

I've discovered that I'm passionate about changing this godforsaken country I live in. I can see a wave of change coming thru. Tell you now, I'm riding this wave! So not gonna beach bum this one!

Business is booming, can't say nor complain much there!

Losing that Bulat edge I've built up over the year, slowly and steadily but the wheels ARE turning..!

I like this positive review, for years now there hasn't been a review like this! But I am a pessimist, so I know a double edged sword is awaiting me at one of these blind corners.....