so this is how it all went down...

it was suppose to be dinner and maybe a beer or two. dinner sucked and beer became Ballentine's and the rest as they say is history.

See no Evil


Hear no Evil


Say no Evil


hey wait, i am a sinner! whats all this nonsense about Evil and no no's...

i do...

a lot of talk about marriage lately surrounding me...a bunch of friends getting married this year, planning they marriage next year, talking about getting married, a couple of colleagues in a few months time. last week i was talking to another friend and when she asked me when am i getting married, i gave her the usualy answer; 'i am far away from even thinking about marriage...' i loved her reply; 'thats what men say, next thing you know, wham bham....' so we men get conned into marriage ehhh?

the top 10 cons men fall into marriage;

10. my parents want us to get married
9. your mom asked me when are we getting married
8. my brother is married, now my younger sister are gonna get married and me?!
7. i'm late
6. my dad wants to speak to us, about the baby
5. you're the father
4. astrologically if i don't get married now, i probably never will...
3. my biological clock is ticking
2. now that you can afford the car....

and the winner

1. bla bla bla...i'm getting older...bla bla bla...i need a sense of security...bla bla bla...clock ticking....bla bla bla...i've never been late....bla bla bla...you've never appreciated me....bla bla bla...all men are the same....bla bla bla...nag nag nag...you mother, my mother, your father, my father, my brother, my sister, my cousin, my best friend, my worst enemy all married, wanna get married and asked me when am i getting married...bla bla bla...(and it goes on till he gives up and says yes but eventually she'll say no with the reason you're just asking because i made you ask, i want you to 'want' to ask, which NO MEN EVER WANTS...)

"It's a damn good show" - Ricardo Ang

all the while I've been saying the biggest gay shit movie was Alexander until yesterday. I've officially changed my mind. the new biggest gay shit movie has got to be, winning hands down, Blades of Glory.

it's fucking hilarious and full of gay shit stuff. Will Ferrel and that guy from Napoleon Dynamite who play Napoleon (gotta go Google his name up). not exactly what I'd call a well spent 9 bucks. if it wasn't for the Amsterdam Pie, last night was a complete waste.

Devil, let me be Red

i've been a really bad Manchester United fan this year. i've missed at least a dozen games and never really went along with them for last season. yeah i watched a couple of important matches, fended them off from a bunch of morons but suddenly yesterday when they lost the FA cup i felt i had let them down.

it's a sports thing...

Hot Wheels

i gotta bone to pick with television.....

you know how in reality tv shows, realize how the wives of all the contestants are like super hot! well i'm not really a fan of reality tv shows. shows like Fear Factor, Survivor, Amazing Race and other are like the lowest humanity can go on live television so to watch it, i feel like an idiot. but recently (ever since they introduced Discovery Real Time on Astro) i've been watching a lot of reality tv shows concerning on bike build offs and car refurbishing, one for example is OverHauling.

now naturally all the cars they use belong to men and all their wives are their insiders and man. i'm like he has 1965 Chevy Impala and he's got a hotty for a wife too???!!! well here is the thing i can understand that their on tv and of course there's bound to be loads of cosmetics involved but dude, all of them we're like seriously pornstar category, 100%MILF.

i'm seriously on the wrong continent!

turn your lights down....

i certainly took my time to blog about this....

last weekend i went down to JB on an interview cum vacation sorta weekend. i wanted to impress my 'could be' future boss, meet some old friend, meet some new friends. partied like it was 1999, drive over to Singapore and maybe do a little shopping.

well, didn't really pen out the way i want it to...

one thing i have to talk about. can see hands of people who have driven down to Johor before (at night)? what is wrong with those freaking morons? every single god damn asshole was driving on the freeway with the freaking highbeam on! and i'm not talking about normal sedans (obviously people living in Johor are pretty rich) we're talking Merc's and Beamers and all those new fancy sports cars with all those HID light. what do they call it, crystal headlights? man i reached in one piece but blinded like a bat.

well that was the start of everything going downhill, everything else was just descending from then on and i seriously hope the interview didn't go that way either.

This week's wallpaper

MotoGP hasn't really been the same without Michael Doohan, but this guy has made it pretty exciting for the past few years.

Visvan's farewell

Sitting Row (left to right) : Jason, Visvan and Heng the Fartenator
Standing (left to right) : My ex-boss Siti, Jasman Jamarei (that is the coolest name ever), yours truly, Subra, ever cute Hana (thought she was twelve when i first joined) and last but not least my two ever reliable Equipment Engineering guys Zam and Zaihan.

what can i say about visvan, who will always be known as the man who played badminton with his boxers (pictures are available upon request)

Destination: Unknown

next month and it'll be a year since i've joined Flextronics. wow, how does time fly? i feel as though it was only yesterday i was busy sending out resumes (well, not that sending out resumes has stopped anyways).

to be honest there is a lot of things i can be learning in this company but unfortunately 3/4 of the time engineers here are fire fighting that we seldom have the time to learn something new and interesting. oh well, no point bitching about this. like i've said time and time again, the grass is always greener on the other side. every establishment you end up in you find shit, just in different shades of them.

i wonder if i'll ever start up my own business? always wanted to be my very own boss. run things the way i want and answer to nobody but myself. that way if i screwed up, i'll know i screwed up and have no choice but to take full reponsibilities for my actions.

but seriously these days everything starts to get old very quickly, aint i right? i mean you do something for a day and it feels as though you've been doing this for years and just want out. the world is moving so fast that it has moved past humanity. i was talking to Sarah yesterday and she was telling me how her dad talks to her about hardship all the time. i always wondered why is it in human nature to always want others to suffer just because we did? i mean take our dad's who always tell us, that they use to walk 3miles to school everyday and we are driven to school, remeber this old dialogue you dad use to give you when you were in school? here is the question you should ask your dads; 2000 years ago mankind ate raw meat, have they ever done that?, 1000 years ago mankind walked from one continent to another. why about 100 years ago people used horses as mode of transpotation and today we only hear the talk of horsepower??? things change and if they think we're not learning hardship then they are seriously mistaken. dude it is hard enough to stay alive this days. it's different from back then. they suffered from a different cancer than the ones we're going thru these days. every parent should understand that.

when we were a kid, they tought us how to ride a bike, have they ever wished we'd fall and hurt ourselves just because they did. answer is; no, so why is it they talk about hardship? they should embrace failure as part of life and not outcast children for their failures. let them lead their lives the way they want, you've done enough by giving them an education and nuturing them to become who they are today but now is time to let them bloom into what they aspire to become. it's time for you parents to become spectators and watch their childrens lives take flight. if it crashed, wait till your children ask for help to pick up the pieces, don't intervene and remind them how you knew it'll all go up in smoke.

these days i'm bored with life. even though my insomnia period is wearing off the affects of staying up late just thinking about stuff has taken its toll. i have no aspirations anymore, no direction. we reach a stage where we just wanna make money, i think i'm there. which seems so empty and futile. where do i go from here?

p.s; i'd make one rotten parent too

This week's wallpaper

is it just me or does she seem hot after winning Big Brother?