question....

did my parents spend 120,000 for my education, just so i could be doing hard labour? i should be creating, not maintenance!

(rings of the word KARMA...)

leap of time...

i have always feared my sins will return to haunt me, well i fear no more. i'm living my sins day by day, hour by hour, inch by inch i'm being eaten up on the inside. i wish there was a way out. i can't swallow neither can i spit it out. god halp me.

writing was my therapy while i was in the UK, honestly my blog was my best friend while i was there, i cried with my blog, i laughed with it, i actually felt with it. ever since i came home, (no actually ever since i started working) i've just lost the fingers to type. i need to start blogging more, keep my mind off things, off work too, sometimes...

i wish it was 1987 again.

MARUWA battle of the bands

this is my Woodstock baby, from 6.30am till 8pm daily...

we start out with little bands jamming to tunes till about 7am, then come the big guns, the Goliaths of hard rock to make their presence felt. i have my daily dose of a little Metallica, some RHCP, Maryln Manson, Corn even Guns & Roses made a come back.

ofcourse by the time all the bands are really heated up and all geared for the biggest showdown of hardRock history, the big daddy of underground music shows up. the Bad Boy of HardRock himself, some call him the dark disciple of Satan, i just call him Ozzy Osbourne....

for those of you who have no idea what i am talking about, come attend one of my morning meetings.

DeadMan, peace out, ROCK ONNNNNNNNNNNNNN.....

dog eat dog...

oh yeah baby, its genocide..

'Don't hit on my rice bowl' - Mr. Puru

so ever since there was a small reshuffling in my department, all hell has broken loose. Volcanic have erupted, especially those dormant ones. 'villages' torn apart and mostly, a whole lot of confusion.

my morning meeting was like a war zone. the battle was between two juggernauts in their own way, i felt like dwarf in the cross fire. seeing as this is my second month (wait, is it my third?) i shall continue to remain as dwarf status. knowing how radioactive i am, i shall stay clear of any flammable incidents. but i hate to be dragged into scenes that are so unnecessary.

i can only stress on one thing, PROFESSIONALISM...

we recite it everyday and yet, there is so much of it lacking. emotions and other crap should be left out, personal feelings should be overcome. everything can be settled just with a small one to one talk, but are you ready for this shit? its time for a change and the time is now, or we will all crumble together.

wish me luck, so far i've not been hit yet, then again everyone is afraid to hit on us cause we're the CEO's project, i love it when i get previledges, heahehahehe.

later...

Still feverish

its a beautiful day for a picnic with blue skies, sunny day.. *sound of a cd skipping

what the fuck is wrong, why so fucking hot laaaa, global warming in your face man. i looked out the window this afternoon and i could actually see the heat wave outside my car, shhhhiiiiitt....

and don't get me started on Melacca, fuck me trice its hot down there. i'm going blind when i step out of my section. the only good part about the whole thing is that my section, the room has to be maintained below 19C, so i freeze 3/4 then burn another 1/4, wait, whats so good about it again?!!!!

i just came home this morning, got up at about 7am and just drove back, got a speeding ticket, FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.....

the whole week i spent trying to increase communication and team work amongst my staff in my section, turns out there is a whole lot of back stabbing and pent up bad air flowing around.

'everything is a mind set problem' -Mr. Sinna (my new boss)

screw the mind set if you ask me, those who can't get along with the way things a shaping into, best they are given ONE last chance, then my friend there are loads of people out there who can whip and shape the company into a multinational company. we just made sales of RM8 mil last week on our shipment board and our target for the month is 20, at this rate i'm in for a raise, heahehahehae...

okay i'm gonna go take my shower and go have dinner with family, later...

and oh yeah, Ric and Shenn, stop pulling pranks on people, don't end up like the boy who cried wolf! (actually i know it was mostly Ric)

i'm sick

its always around this time of the year that i fall sick, and i fall sick quite bad, every year without fail. i've got a fever, not just any fever i've got 'the fever'.....yippiekae mother fucker, i've got the Formula One Fever!!!

11days left to Bahrain...

(hope my boss doesn't catch me updating my blog during work hours...)