take me to end of my toes

just one of those days (sadly it's been one of those days for 3 years now)...

wouldn't be cool if talked like an irishman, no seriously. i think the coolest way to speak english is if you speak like the irish, not the scots though. sometimes i can't tell the difference but what the hell. i wanna speak like an ulsterman now...

i wanna kick my habit of bitting my nails, you guys should look at my fingers. sometimes even i'm embarrassed at the way it looks, from all the nail nibblings. someone...'someone' once gave me an idea, worked for like a month, then i became a raging nail bitter...

now all i am is a non irish speaking , lonely, nail bitter...

knights of the round table...

the guys at the office are saying that i'm starting to come to wirk earlier and earlier by each day; the only deduction i can come out is, 1 of two things. no.1 either i have started to enjoy working or no.2, i have no choice. i doubt its the first one.

in a day if i have to attend 3 meetings, i'd say the day is already unproductive. i'm not complaining about the free currypuff and coffee (not that i drink coffee) but hey guys, haven't you heard nike say, 'Just Do It' or was it Toyota 'Do It Now'...

ever since i got here i'v seen two guys from my department leave, one yesterday handed in his notice. i'm starting to wonder whether is this an internal issue or just a trend of people jumping jobs. then again there a few senior engineers here who've been here for a few years and i mean a FEW years. so i can't just yet put my finger on it but no doubt i'll grasp it in days to come. there is a things around here where everyone says, no stays in here for more than 2 years, who knows...

life can get good to you, sometimes...

ssssstt...neverland

remember the fairytale where the princess kisses the frog and it turns into prince charming, get this..

a snake, a pitvipet bites me in the foot, i die but the snake dies too. then i turns into a ghila monster. you guys know what a ghila monster is? a gecko with poisons more deadly than snake.

freaaaaky!!!

i'm like now sitting with my legs up in the chair.

i said....peanuts,

not pee on my nuts...

so finally got my voice back today, half way thru the day, sudden;y, 'he speaksss...' ofcourse knowing me, only took 30 minutes before it became 'he has spoken'. iwas so upset when i saw the line. i know one of my biggest flaws is that i am a perfectionist. worst still if its not perfect i just tend to make it worst, just kinda like destroying that which is not perfect.

unfortunately i can't say that about this line, it's my rice bowl (what were the odds of me saying that?). i've learnt the art of biting only what i can chew, baby steps..lets see where this ends. probably right back bitting my ass but what the hell eh...

has anyone not watched 'Take the Lead' yet? wanna watch?

it's all jolly good....hell yeah?

i wanna know my enemy but how, when i am my own enemy.

it has already been one whole month since i started working here and thus far i can say its not all bad. i have some amazing friends here. the team i'm working with, well i csn say, with assurance, have my back covered. and thats very assuring to know. knowing what i am to do that worries me. i have been here a month and i have not done what i am suppose to be doing, and that in a few words or less, SUX...

so much for last weekend being the first i was off, i'm soo sick right now. i came home half day yesterday, thinking a little rest will do me better but i guess not. i'm on medical again today. shit man..thats 3 in a month, not good.

oh well, as long as i'm not faking it or whatever...(wink wink, who knows ehh)

Bombay Inc.

i dunno if it's the saree's or the hot mamasita under all that silk....*slurppp, so anyone wanna go bollywood?

wanna wear pampers ah?

you give them an inch and they want a mile...sound familiar?

some people think that for every job that comes their way, there is an idiot they can push it to. then again i don't blame jack-asses like these, cause as long as there are idiots around people like this will thrive.

i'm sorry, the idiot has left the building, YOU DO YOUR JOB, I DO MY JOB...

seriously la, do you really need an engineer to put tape on the floor as an indication for the layout. seriously, a fucking engineer to do this, a 6 year old can do this laaa. stupidity is a crime and sorry to say, in this plant stupidy reigns.

and the hits just keep oooooon coming.

my old demons are back, boredom...

why is it i get bored of doing something when i do it a few times over? the question that dams me to eternal boredom. its only been a few weeks and i'm bored with the line i'm taking care of already, aiyaaaa....

must find other things to do (cannot tell my boss i'm bored as well, dunno how she'll take it).

later....

it's done and dusted..

Italy now have 4 stars on their jersey, bloody Azurri. Tifossi i don't mind, Azurri i got problem. anyways it was a very good finals though. both of the teams played well and both of them would have deserved the cup. but there has to be a loser. i think the biggest loser would have been Zizu, man what a way to bow out of an illustrious career.

well time we focused on other things in life. husbands start talking back to your wives, employees can finally go to work wihtout the red eyes and zombie look. bookie's can start shooting those who haven't pay up or vice-versa.

(Italy v France in Germany = Ferrari, Frech GP and Michael Schumacher)

can i talk about anything else but sports and work??!

errrmmm...nope

later.

weirdos 101

first page,

okay..my car has one of those window visors, and they 'were' black. now i used the words were because now they are blue?????????????????????????????

some dumb fuck decided the black would look better on his car, so he takes my original TRD window visors and stuck his cheap blue ones onto my car. for fuck sakes la, just steal it and don't do me any favors.

second page,

who bloody works on a sunday, eve of the World Cup finals?

third page

(continuation from page 2) so tomorrow more than half my department is gonna be on a holiday. so my boss looks at me and says 'don't even think about it'. the last 3 world cups i've watched the finals in HRC, i wish i can go tonight, but work beckons. i've been trying to follow this WC and unfortunately i've only like watched a total of 10 or 11 matches. sad but hey, gotta grow up some day.

fourth page,

wadya you know, i'm the star to the musical theme lone ranger and one day i'm gonns be famous and shine like a real star...(comepletely no idea where this is coming from but sounds real)

fifth page,

the end, btw i hope France win tonight.

dey, my grandmother can kick better than that lar!

phases comes in 3, agree? okay, now that i've made that point, time to move onto more presing issues...

Brazil 0 - 1 France

that makes the tally now to France 3 and Brazil 1 on international grounds. now come on, how many people actually thought Brazil would make it to the finals, no seriously how many? the way they've been playing, i mean seriously, there was no Brazilian flare. the 1994 team with Rai, Romario, Bebeto, Leonardo, Dunga and Tafarrel, now that was a true Brazialian Samba boys. these guys are like a bunch completely worned out boys. sad to see them go but hey, nice to see Henry back on the mark.

two huge games next, Germany v Italy and Portugal v France. great for the neutrals, not really for the weak hearted.

next on the sports headlines;

Michael Schumacher and Filipe Massa takes the front row at Indianapolis starting grids. Indy has always been Ferrari's hunting ground. but as usual i'm more interested in seeing how well Alonso is gonna do here. the dude is really on form. it is really amazing to see him attack the track, he is rarely fighting his car for control, like a train on rails. hey don't get me wrong, i'm still tifossi and a huge Schumacher die hard but it's gut gripping to see Alonso's drive. i wish Kimi and Button start to pull a little more weight in the game.

tomorrow,

back to work, i hope hell cools down a little (who am i kidding). i have this feeling, someone is gonna blow his top tomorrow and me and my counterpart is gonna be the ones facing his fiery. there are so many times i'm asking myself why involve myself in things that have nothing to do with the department, then again thats a completely different story, another time perhaps.

on another note, hope you're not feeling too lonely, call me, we'll hang out, have a couple beers and throw some ground nuts around =P

later...

you got my balls in your mouth....

GAWDDDDDD....

'shit happens' a known fact world wide. but raining shit is right down plain stupidity. and like you guys know, i believe stupidity is a crime, punishable by any force necessary.

wake up engineers!!!

what i tell you, huh....

told you we'd beat Argentina..

Germany 1 - 1 Argentina
penalty(4 - 2)

i tell you this was a finals match man. there was no way the semi finals nor the finals for that matter is going to be as exciting as this one was. it was a real tough match, 7 yellow cards and my heart goes out for Ballack man, the dude was imobolie for so long cause he was injured but still was on the field, even stepped up to take a penalty. amazing match lerrr!

and i have to apologize to my neighbours for all the screaming. oh yeah, somebody owes me coffee bean iced chocolate, yummy yummy...

later, gotta run back to work.