My Internal Combustion Vodoun: so i finally...

Thursday, August 23, 2007

so i finally...

...left this:

for what?

i feel so used. it's hard (actually quite simple) to explain. i just feel so cheap and worthless. i feel i should 'lower my expectation' like a whole chapter lower it, lower it...i'm trough with the selfless acts. it's all me from now on. goodbye life, i'm off to live one!

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